This would be my last message to you
And no, I'm not gonna die.
I just wanted to say few things to you
Before its too late to even say bye.
It has been exactly 5 months today
That we broke up,
And sorry that I couldn't forget dates to make up my mind.
I am sorry if I have wronged you in anyway.
You have always made me happy and brought smile into my face.
And sorry that I couldn't make you happy once or twice.

I still wish I was not so weird then atleast I could have been your friend.
After you left I changed myself completely.
I fear no more. I chase no more.
I am more of an individual now who can live life alone.
I am independent like I was never before.
More than anything I'm me who is curious about everything-
Art, writing, trekking and most of all uncertainty.
Me - weird and broken a bit.
But thank you very much for bearing with my darker side for a year or so.
My most precious moments exists with you.
You told me to be away from you which I will always do.
Sorry that I gave you a tough time being with me.
You always deserve the best.
And after all, I was just a wild flower among all the roses.

I would explode anytime and I cannot give
the special place to anyone like I gave it to you.
And That emptiness within me never goes away
but I am happy that atleast I could be with you for an year to say.
I still wish If I knew we would have never meet again then that very day when I saw you I would have loved you like my last.
Life is uncertain and that's how it should be lived-
To see all the beauty and love like it will be our last.