and I don’t mean to get so far ahead of myself, because there is so much time for things to fade away rather than fall together and I have worked so hard to learn to protect my fragile heart but maybe it’s in the way I thought he was so perfect, so pure I see you dancing with the devil but I swear you’re the light for me and maybe it isn’t so much in the the way someone pretends to be but in the the thoughts they never speak eyes wide open at 3 am and the music you played on our way home unravelling you makes my head spin and he’d only say he loved me in the dark