Not just the blue river of endless desire, but the stark redness of the burning fire, eating up the logs; the flames swallowing them, like what I do to get rid of the dry throat I get just from seeing you. You stop in front of me and let your eyes wander and I look at you as you quietly will me to do things I've never thought of doing. You pull my shirt off over my head and our arms tangle into each other as though we're playing a two player game of knots. We try to untangle our hands but instead our legs get involved, and our bodies are a mess on your bed as I pull your shirt off over your head. Our breathing flows on in rapid gasps as if we're scared we'll somehow get so caught up in each other that we'll forget to breathe. Your hands on my body as it roams everywhere, stroking every flaw on my body, and suddenly, they start to feel beautiful. And like that fire, your touch burns my body, leaving a trail of tingle wherever you touch, and I knew right then that the only thing that'll make this burning better is more of that very same touch. And maybe I'm a ******* because I like this pain you inflict on me and I know I can't have you but I can't stop myself from wanting you. And I know I might be selfish 'cause this blue river that flows on, I don't want to share it's water with anyone in this world, except for you.