we are like a glass full half of water and most of us want the other half to be filled for the feeling of full, tight grip breathtaking drowning because that is what makes this life complete and for them anything that fills in the vacant empty space it could be apple cider rice wine maple syrup ratβs blood as long as it fills they are content and satisfied. but for some people like me the void and cold nature of the space that has been keeping us alive and we cannot be bothered by it at all.