i want to take a vacuum to my soul to rid myself of you you're in my nooks and crannies hiding from my efforts no matter how hard i work you'll still be there constantly driving my compulsive mind to the edge maybe i don't want to vacuum you all the way gone but i want to rid myself of the pain i feel when you are not here i can't decide whats worse the pain when you're gone or the pain i feel when you are here i'm so needy i'm so clingy cut me off so i can heal myself in pity and self loathing release me from your grip that you didn't even know you had on me please