What are you going to do when everything you thought you knew turns away and leaves you to the wolves. What are you going to do when the plans you once drew are no longer legible. What are you supposed to do when your psyche turns to something new and the voices in your head are no longer familiar. What are you supposed to do when you find out red is really blue and you're a muddled shade between.
I don't know what I'm doing, if that isn't already perfectly clear.