thank you for coming into my life
for knocking on my closed doors
i'm sorry for the days when it seem like there's no one on the other side,
for the days when i forget that i'm not alone
i know that you also get those kind of days,
when ghosts come uninvited
and i'm sorry for not being there
but i also know that you're strong
and capable of chasing them away
you're one of the strongest persons i've met
(but you're also one of the most fragile)
i'm thankful that the universe conspired for us to not only meet,
or cross paths
or be acquainted
or settle for what we already had
but also to be more than that
more than i ever thought would be possible
maybe it's just you and your persistence
that tied our constellations together
but it's bigger than that, it's bigger than us
he's bigger than the universe and its conspiracies
and i thank Him everyday for the gift of your existence
i often wonder if my impact on your life is as big as your impact on mine
i know that it's not
you're surrounded by all these wonderful people
and i'm happy that you are
just remember that i may not be the first person you will run to
but i'll always be here for you
and i will always support you
in whatever you do
in wherever you go
in whoever you choose to be
or to be with
i will always support you
*or not if it'll probably
be something you'll regret after*
i have a bad history with friendship
i am filled with distant memories from strangers
with moments from the time of what once was
it's sad
and i don't want that to happen to us
i hope not
because i want to be there in your future
i want to be part of your future
you're one of the brightest constellations i've seen
(even on your bad days)
and i want to witness your good days
your best days
the days we've always dreamed of,
the unforgettable ones
the ones that doesn't involve school and tiring routines
i know that we'll make it
i wish you all the happiness
and fewer sad days
i also wish you love
may you find it at the right place
at the right time
from the right people
and from yourself
because you are not as terrible as you think you are
you are loved, you are wanted
and believe me—
we are thankful for your existence,
i am thankful for your existence
(and i hope that this day will be one of the unforgettable ones)