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Amanda Newby
Poems
Dec 2016
Sick
The thought of you makes me
sick.
Knowing that you're still here,
It feels like you're always at my back.
Like there's whiskey breath down my neck.
I mistake other girls for you.
Wavy dark hair,
Heavy-handed makeup,
I wonder if they regret their faces
Like I do.
In the pit
Of my stomach,
I am empty.
Feasting on whatever
Sweet nothings I can gather.
After you left me,
Hungry.
I am slow to eat,
To sleep...
With a girl
Would be to
Replace you...
I wish
I had never met you.
Every day
I am betrayed
By want.
I lust for
The best of you
And I hate
The rest.
Part of me still loves you.
And that's the part I hate.
I try to abandon her,
But she is relentless.
I reach for lipless faces
And my kisses fall, tasteless.
I look for eyes across a room,
And find my sight
Fades to black.
The crook in my nose
Cracks open.
All I smell is rust.
I cannot face you.
My face goes numb.
My skin is see-through.
People are asking me
If I'm sick.
#love
#ex
#gay
#unrequited
#sick
#lgbt
#lesbian
Written by
Amanda Newby
Indiana
(Indiana)
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