Now; when the chilled wind pinches my cheeks and nips at the tips of my fingers. Now; when the cool air leaves my hair smelling like an amalgam of pinion wood and frost. Now; when I first caught a glimpse of how deeply and vastly I really would love you. Now; when I had so eagerly awaited the warmth of your heart pressed close to mine. Now; when you are no longer here and my soul is all at sea without you in my life. Now; and forever I will remember you and love you as extremely and completely as I always have.
thank you, I love you, I'm not yours any longer but I'll always be here for you.