check the rooms, lock the door check it all over, then do it once more the sun is my comfort, she'd visit in the day but at dusk she'd always leave me so in the dark i'd wait.
i didn't sleep till sunrise when i felt the bright warm rays and glimpses of dark shadows were at ease so nights were for thinking and days were for dreaming no time to think about responsiblities
my anxious thoughts teased me pills much less pleased me but Lexa healed me of insecurity
my smiles were still silent amber eyes were vibrant but still they were glazed with fatigue
silent tears flowed down my cheeks.
i did not speak unless spoken to i'd only laugh to go along with you but the air flowing from my lungs held no tone it was melancholy & weak insides clenching my screams i just wish that somehow you'd have known.