Yes I feel the pain and yes I see the bruises. Yes I've had the scars but really what the truth is it's not those that've carved me but those that consumed my past. Just hoping til the day I die the subduction of need will last. Not that that was a need I just wanted a reminder, that my pain was not in vain and that I'm still a fighter. Though I used the edge against myself andΒ I've been on the wrong the whole time, I don't need self confirmation of confidence, what I need is a sign. I know that times are getting dark and the world is getting colder, and even still the world still feels right above your shoulders. When I'm buried, put it deep, Maybe then I'll get a better sleep. Same thing goes for all the children, Cause the Lord knows there's at least a billion of them too awake of how the world truly is. But then again, maybe then that's when they'll truly live.