You are my light As well as my darkness For you shine bright And I venture in total blindness
Not knowing where to go You guide my feet with a hurtful spike As I step, only Pain I know And my tortured scream you so much like
In winter's cold you kept me In a hug so tight I gasped for air But It doesn't matter to me As long as I have you there
You kept me warm With your freezing touch A stinging burn on my arm A frozen heart I loved so much
Your harsh words Whipping me scars of hurt They cut deep like driven swords In where I wake and make them worth
In every scar I receive In every bruise to me you give I still cherish every pain on your shiv With you by my side I'll forever live
For we are in harmony Like the equal yin and yang Our hearts singing a sorrowful melody In where our hearts in thorns are strung
I am hopeless ******* Loving the pain and torture you provide For you are a relentless sadist In which your punishment is deliciously divine
For what might have been my inspiration Inside my heart's totally hollow room You are my Salvation You are also my Doom
I remember putting up in this kind of relationship once, not the physical beatings but the emotional ones but in the end I still can't bear to lose him so I ended up putting up with his sh** all for 6 whole months until I met someone who I felt loved with. Let me know if you ever went through this kind of relationship :D