the grandfather of slavery wage labor is an abusive relationship domestic demise of humanism I cannot tolerate or stand my light skin I want to lay in the blazing sun until I am burnt beyond recognition a raging fire that catches anyone near I cannot stand that white people think I fit in just to end up realizing I do not I want to fight my way out with language and brute force until whiteness realizes clearly in a broken impotent rage that it does not fit in not in the world of the future not in the world of ethnicities having passionate *** as its desperation of indulgence greed guilt and brutality fade back to evolution sustainability throws it aside I am the medium the vessel the glory of nature