Knife in the back--it cuts me deep Out from the cracks the blood does seep It paints my skin in scarlet stripes Stains my feet for ghoulish strides
Walk to the waves, fall to my knees Let rushing water wash me clean My shoulder blades tense and shudder Removing iron you buried under
My skin rips against sharpened edge Struggling to halt the blood that sheds I lie flat against soft earth Embrace recovery amongst cold dirt
This blood will dry, run down the drain Wound will close, nerves cease their ache Crooked skin replace this **** All to remind of deeds that passed
I catch a glimpse in bare reflection Cheeks flush with tainted recollection Raised blemish--may it never fade, patch never renewed I cherish the imperfection--all you left of you
Inspiration from my younger self: 08/14/10 Knife in my back— The wound runs deep— But I refuse to lose any sleep. You're just like the others, I don’t know what I saw. Pushed me over a cliff But I’ll survive the fall. I thought you were different, But you're a follower too, And, no, it isn’t okay But i'll get over you