Sometimes my mind runs, so my feet walk. My brain is an unsorted file, and my body is a disconnected server. There are moments in life where I am so in love with it all that I cry. Moments when I am so upset, I laugh. I can not fully understand the loops that my mind takes over and over. But I still ride along them. When I was younger, I use to be so scared of the mess in my brain. But the truth is, I am full of clutter. I am the home of loved objects that is messy, and lived in. I am a cloud of multiple thoughts that lead me to sing at the wrong times. Love harder than I should. Feel every emotion at once. We are all cluttered boxes. I promise you, you are messy but full of love. And I promise you, we will all be pulled from the attic and taken back home.
This isn't my best poem, but it still probably my favorite thing I have ever written honestly. This is an ode to my manic depression, and how sometimes I feel so overwhelmed by how many thoughts are in my mind.