things done in secret the scarlet burns inside of me and green grows within my temper was forged by a fiery blacksmith hard iron on steel the raging embers never go out easy i am the wielder of this sword gallant knights have taught me to be the master but i never learned the lessons well so it swallows me whole in its unforgiving hold
i don't know. jealousy + insecurity + a lousy temper = unqualified disaster. how shall i go about fixing things tomorrow