she is gone These thoughts run marathons through my head. My head is against the wall I feel the cold touch of it Somewhat comforting to me. I miss her But i dont My foot begins to tap The house is so quiet, that it echoes. She was so demanding So controlling, But She was all i had. But yet when i was with her I felt like a martyr for love. I believed it *could get better But in the end We reached an end I feel so alone. My friends tell me your a guy. Go get another *** So what?!?! Dont get attatched, just **** the ***** But i know that i love for love, not *** Amd i miss her She was like a drug I was addicted But she was killing me inside. So today i reside Alone.