on the first date she confided in me i have a chromosomal disorder, disorder, disorder i need love and pain strangely mixed together my elixirs i suffer reality distoooorrtions a ghastly Vatican of ****** compulsions my soul is black matter my **** a seething cauldron of despicable desire my *** cries for homicidal cruelty
mold me into a ******* fold me like a two dollar beach chair the wrong way tear me to bits unwind my intestine eat me like a blood ******* ghoul make me squirm like an anime victim
i thought oh finally a soul mate with soul
strange as a Dionysian mad hatter on hallucinogenics hot girl creeping grimacing at me meandering conjurations by ****** contortions stunning impersonations of a Fellini impaling shes a famous artist keeps broodish bowels and blood tampons in stainless vitrines spot lighted ready for her debut at the Museum of Modern Art
she blows torrents of snot like **** her beautiful desperate tongue searching the upper lip a salty runny viscoses snack oozy finding it finally with her frenetic tongue feeding her gooey **** with wet fingers oh yummy yum goo up her *** too
first smiling then hideous scowls exposed teeth posing with a knife wana see me cut my self bad boy, she taunts wana see my impersonation of pizza with extra tomato sauce
blood blood *** in the be in the bed wipe it up with ginger bread
some how she miraculously bulges her eyes out then performs, ******* lips as if a minnow in a fish jar
pointing to her *** giving me that **** hurt me twisted look how about a peanut butter jelly ******* sandwich with a side of ****** feet **** and **** on toes its especially prized this day of the month as her **** tears like a vampires mouth, a torrent of blood pouting **** with white red stained thighs that break a mans heart *** nothing at all she quips just a little accident do you like it? as she glares like an invitation to play slip and slide bare foot in her puddle of blood
oh she made me ***** my cherry red **** having a nervous breakdown from apoplectic horror gasms a dose of heavens hell
i want her she is voluptuous like a dozen venomous snakes copulating in warm soup dark water everglades she is slither theater
curdling screams then muggling ******* brought on by the first belly stab falling to her knees looking up shocked mouth gaping eyes wide grinning glance steady holding holding holding the belly cut a cacophonous modern dance of agony followed by rapturous convulsing ******* that went on and on and on
get a bat she implored
she is a real ******* movie star the Greta Garbo of ***** a dark jewel a must have a hell wife goddess of dread a ******* *** genius my best girl ever
fused by desire we kissed like **** loving catholic priests in adoration of their savior young boy *** castrato hitting the high notes
she looked up with desperation eyes with glittering tears and said are you my black knight? do you know how to hurt a girl are you my Vex Mallus Dr Satan Marquis De Sick Nick Nick Dark Officer Remus the Werewolf Dom Sugar Daddy Pit Bull Tommy the Tummy Gutter 5 o'clock Shadow London Cabby Amputee ****** Uncle Surgery Gone Wrong King of the Carpathian Vampires my sweet kissy Kitten
ooohh yes i said i am all that for loves sake albeit twisted i am what you crave.. your no taboo lover boy your ******* licking foot slave with a razor in hand a bubble of poison between my legs your homicidal suicidal cockealiciousness
she said good, now that we have that settled can we go out for dinner ill be dressed in a jiffy if i can find my dead skirt of soft white gauze with that lovely motif of dread red and my precious toe tag jewelery
My poems remain explorations of the subconscious ****** If i where a film maker or a novelist you would see me telling a story, not judge me, although i admit to my paraphilias These poems are lunar anamorphic streams of consciousness from the deep chaotic subterranean glitz of transgressive impulses we all share Read them if you dare...You might find that part of yourself that you don't want you to know about and then again you may feel more complete some how if you do....I always loved that dark thing that sleeps with in me