My mind is currently empty but I wanna write something about you, even when right now I'm not with you. Maybe I was wrong, maybe I never really believed in God's plans before but I've decided to let you go; out of my sight and out of my mind. I've tried to make memories with you. I've always stuck with 'if it's meant to be, it will be' and also 'if you want someone, make effort' and they confuse the hell outta me. Should I proceed, or should I stay back? I've asked myself that question for so many times I got bored of myself trying to get the answer. Now, I've decided to stay back. I will continue loving you, and I will always remember you, as I can't unlove you or forget you anyway. I have decided to believe in His miracles, even though I was never a saint before or now. I hope writing this makes me calmer, and forgive myself for doing this. If He decides that we can't be together, I'll accept that reality because reality always hurts anyway. I will continue to remember that no matter how eternal my love for you, God's the only thing that can separate us.