Jul 2016
Addiction is strange
Years of absence
But seconds to crack.
S u I c I d E
Crosses my mind from time to time
One pill here
One pill there
Only give myself a little scare
No more calories
No more food
Dainty wrists must be good
**** the crying over sliced bread
Just don't eat anything instead
Years of sanity
And a small relapse later
Here I am
The biggest stranger
Years of absence
But seconds to crack.
S u I c I d E
Crosses my mind from time to time
One pill here
One pill there
Only give myself a little scare
No more calories
No more food
Dainty wrists must be good
**** the crying over sliced bread
Just don't eat anything instead
Years of sanity
And a small relapse later
Here I am
The biggest stranger
Manic depression is really taking over my life.
A lot of things are strange and unnatural to me. Things that I am often used to are becoming my enemy which makes no sense. I hopefully will start to feel more positive and be able to write poems on a more positive note. It feels good to be back after 2 years.
A lot of things are strange and unnatural to me. Things that I am often used to are becoming my enemy which makes no sense. I hopefully will start to feel more positive and be able to write poems on a more positive note. It feels good to be back after 2 years.
