You are the dark circles under my eyes because I have spent too many restless nights thinking about you. You are the cigarette I put between my lips because I miss having yours pressed against mine. You are the body's of strangers who fill my sheets because I am trying to replace the warmth you once gave me. You are my sad thoughts because I couldn't make you stay. You are the doubts, confusion, anxiety I have at the most inconvenient times. You are the bright city lights that follow me endlessly. You are the alcohol that runs through my veins because it is the only thing that keeps me going anymore. You are the ghost that will forever remind me that what we had was not love but lust.