Late night thoughts are tying a knot with late night urges to splatter my brain in a blank canvas. Countless of brown shades I've made, I've mixed. Not even close. I gave it a touch of green. Wrong, your velvety voice whispers along the back of my head. None of these can even closely resemble your eyes, none can grasp them. Why can't I grasp them? I laced my fingers through my hair in frustration and I went into an archive in my mind, remembering that color. Velvet. Another color I could make a thousand shades of, but they could never match your voice. Why can't I grasp you?