This things would drive me crazy
Cause outside there's no feelings darlin'
You say it's hard to tell
What I've been thinking lately
Cause behind closed doors I'm a fool for your love

When your photos appeared on my feed, and found you in the school's hallway, or even heard your name
It turns me anything
I just suddenly thinking about what I've been through
I feel like,
How long should I continue to wait?
How long should I have to wait?
How long should I hide this feelings?
Not to tell you, tell anyone, and tell my brain to stop thinking about you

"Say it and **** it up or hide it and let it **** yourself instead."
The best quote ever.
But I just can't do that. Just can't.
But in the mean time, I also already **** it up
It's not that tiring when waiting but it feels exhausting.
I feel like I'm too youbg for this game.
For this ****.
But what should I do?
Say what I feel and **** it up?
Well, I've been thinking that idea lately
Stuck up in a complicated feelings
I don't know what should I choose
Say it and **** it up or hide it and let that **** **** yourself.

Exhausting.

- dlx