Today I feel like I'm not here. I take in my surroundings and think to myself, They are not mine to take in. Am I really here? It feels as though my very being could be waved away with the simple swing of an arm. I feel, but the only thing I feel is the overwhelming inability to feel. Today I feel unreal.
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I found this in my draft's. I haven't been on here since 2016.