Am I invisible When my arms wave for aid Am I bothering the people Shunned and ashamed My lungs fill with mistakes Four gallons of heart ache I fall to my end Inside me Another person is clawing my skin, burning my head and kicking my shins Cursing me to become a better Me Yet I am still drowning in my own sorrow I extend, through forceful waves, A weak hand waving a white flag Before I descend into the ocean's grave