I'm sweating, I'm getting rotten,
I'm running, I'm screaming,
I'm fallen.
somebody take me back to autumn,
I'm not leaving, I'm still dreaming,
I am not forgotten.





I'm clinically insane, I don't remember my name,
I can clearly hear voices in my brain, someone just screamed at me to hurt myself again.

I can tell you my story but you see... you see I'm not sorry for what I became,
I never knew who I was long before when things seemed so lost and strange.

no matter how much I bleach my eyes, I can't undo what cannot be changed,
no matter how much I teach my lies, the words will whisper the same.



I left that place a wrong time ago and all that's left of it is deranged.



A feeling I can't describe, it eats me out alive and I feed on the pain,
I can't explain, there's so much noise to bleed that I fear I might miss the train.

I don't want to be the lonely one, the only one closed in a frame
weeping in silence forever, at a
corner where no one remembers my name.

I know in time I will eat all that is mine, the monster won't be tamed,
for I've seen the evil shine when ever my eyes rain.

and they will tell you it was me, no one's else guilty enough to be blamed,
hell, don't tell it wasn't for me, for I fell in love with the chains.