I have nightmares that I can't wake up from
They leave me sobbing, hyperventilating, feeling numb
Sometimes you're in them, other times not
But you're never not there because I forgot
I think, at times, it might be easier if I could forget
If I could pretend that you were someone that I never met
But I can't do that.
So I just try to think about good things
And I try to believe that you're somewhere good
And even though I'm living in this nightmare that I can't wake up from
God, I really wish I could