I think it's stupid that you're gone, and the stars are still around. Every night I can look to the stupid sky and see the shimmering light from too many stupid years ago but I can't see you. I think it's stupid that I told someone how angry this made me, and they were stupid enough to say, "maybe they're up there too." I've never made anyone feel that stupid with a look before. I think it's stupid that you're gone but the stupid voicemail you left me saying, "I love you" is still around and you're nowhere to be found. I think it's stupid that there are still phone booths, crayons and wite-out on this stupid paradoxical planet, but not something people still want around. I think it's stupid that... I just think it's so stupid that I let you tell me that you'd always be here for me, because I knew I was stupid enough to believe you if I ever became stupid enough to let you say it to me. I think it's stupid that I let you drive to me that night knowing how dangerous the stupid black ice was going to be to your stupid blue car. I think it's stupid that you loved me enough, to be stupid enough to drive here in the first place. But really, ultimately, I think it's just so **** stupid that I was stupid enough to watch them bury you under six-feet of stupid Earth, and not say goodbye.