you didn't even cared to know my sadden soul was dying twisted in crumbling emotions drowning me in such sorrow the dark shadows continue to stain my heart black with pain the stench of worry lingers as the tightening barbwire of stress clawed through my mind crevices cutting away my desire to dream leaving behind deep scars that still holds hurt I haven't lost complete control of my heart now it's covered with fading perfume of sadness