I am running through a field that seems oddly familiar, It is a ***** feeling, I am experiencing things I have already done. I am seeing you. I am seeing you in your past, before me. I see the white lies you told me about her, come uncovered. I am angry, furious, screaming, but silent. My mouth is open and tears are running down my cheeks but I am still silent. I cannot handle you and your "innocent" past that is a fib between your cheating teeth. I am grinding my teeth as I turn my hands purple from the fists they have turned into, You are destroying me in every way and you can't notice it. I am screaming, but I will always be silent.