And so maybe it wasn't true. Maybe it was all just a myth I wished to be true I misread the signals & believed every word you said Ignored all the warning signs & your addicton How silly of me to be blinded of the truth To think that i loved you, oh I must have been ******. Cause that was a just a big joke Inlove with how you treated me, and the warmth i felt whenever by your side. How I hated to say good bye. And every kiss or hug just felt like I was at home. But that wasn't real It was all a myth designed by my first ever intimacy Oh how would it could have continued How I wish it could only have been real But it was a good lesson to Me What you feel may not always be real So be careful of what you let get to you . You may not recover if the damage is deep.