She hopes and prays that one day she'll leave this town and leave her past behind. She wants to forget, but she can't. She tries and tries but nothing seems to work, so she cries herself to sleep each night. All her friends think she's alright, but that's just an act she puts on. She feels all alone, depressed and doesn't know what to do with herself anymore.  She doesn't tell anyone her problems because she realized no one cares. She sometimes is suicidal and thinks the blade helps. Music is her only friend and helps her get through her constant anxiety attacks. She's insecure but can't help it. She wants to end it all, but she knows she'll go to hell.