To the girl who is depressed I'm sorry No one can help you That sounds sad This whole thing is sad
Guess what? You wear a mask; You don't relaize it yet Time will only tell That you're Fake your whole life is fake Mean what I said I know But you understand That's sad
I know To far gone You want to be found But there's no one around You fell;
In this black desolate decrpit hole That you have stumbled upon It hits you so fast And leaves a long-lasting irratable pain Your mind is trapped You're in a prison A inmate of your own mind and body You think there is no way out You love the idea of being happy But when you are happy you are fake Because that's the mask.... That we all wear....
That's the truth Truth is sad; Truth hurts; But some how ? Some Fake person says Truth is good Like are we all ******* here?
But it's okay you are okay in your own fogotten world Pictures make you cry People make you angry Cry yourself to sleep Hug a pillow and wished is was someone who wanted you ask yourself over and over why ?
At this point in time You will question everything that comes into play You will find yourself Floating away When you crash When you land your make-shift toy of melancholy For all the world to see
You will blame yourself Everything you have done on your war path of destruction Tornado of emotion and thoughts and hate Pours into you mind ripping you apart emontionally And left alone and defeated
***** Welcome, My dear friend I know this is true It only gets worst :( :( :( Sincerly, The random guy *****
Now you contemplate Sitting on your throne Of pure bitterness Maybe....Just mabye? The afterlife People say it's not the way to go But what do you know You're a prisoner in your mind Their words mean nothing to you They waste their breath and their time Because we don't listen
Then you get there Destination Complete Unknown Lost you are Confused as ever Frustrated consumes you But your there You think it's time You are taking a vacation Afterlife of corse So you begin to let go Disconnect... leave everyone in the dark Beat everyone up with silence; You give..
But wait a minute Here the obstacle Here is where I failed There's a wall That you have to get over So you start to climb Great at first Then after the first immaculant image of someone you love Fills your brain you stop take a breath; Back at it you going faster as the blood trembles down you arm There you left Blade in hand Head on floor Left side caked with blood Your dizzy can't walk anymore Sad Sad Sad Then you just cry and relaize you failed All your life You never acomplished anything and you failed at taking you own life becuase somewhere you not as broken as you think and you just take that silly mask of and realize that you are real
But a dark road to get there you must take For I'm not Through yet But getting there People that reads this think why would this guy say all of this horriable things to write to someone But see it's the truth And well we are both just Sad Then
A ******* Facebook told me she was going to **** herself and somehow it gave me inspiration to write this longest thing I have wrote in a long time