I know you need me and I convince myself I need you I do this for you like everything else I say what you need to hear When it's not what I want to say I do what you want me to do when it's not what I want to do I feel what you would want me to feel Though those feelings aren't my own I'm becoming the me you need And losing myself all at once Will you sit and watch my old self bleed? Will I? Or will I realize what I've done?