we fill up schedules for senior year and imagine what we'll be then. i'd like to imagine myself beside you, but i can't even look you in the eyes without my mind clouding over with daydreams even my pencil is at a loss for words and a year from today i'll still be hovering over empty love letters but if im in the same class as you... i might be able to say something more to you than small talk for acquaintances i could tell you about the daydreams i live in and how you are always weaved into their stories or how you are a daydream and im a dreamer who cant reach to the stars but finds herself stargazing every night anyways
so i'm a junior, and this week we got our enrollment cards for senior year. that gave me an idea for a poem, but as it is with love poems by me, these words aren't for anybody. not yet i guess