When it comes to you
God I don’t even know where to start
How and why
Those are the only things I know how to say
I feel lifeless
It’s too hard to talk to you
And too hard to not
I’m stuck
I know what I should be doing
But who’s to say I want to
What I want is for things to go right
For me to stop feeling insane and hold on to the small sanity I have
I want answers
I want to stop feeling this way
I just want to know where your head is
Stating the most obvious I want you
But I need to get back to reality
Reality is you’re not mine and I don’t know how to deal with that