Ashes turned to clouds hovered above my head And like venom, their rain penetrated my veins Seizing my heart, leaving me a lifeless mess I squirmed and slithered through the gaps That were left inside my decaying mind In attempts to find the sanction I only knew When I was safe inside his tender hold Beneath the stars that spoke our sacred bond But as quickly as the night would come It would go and I could see the scars I've hid from all that were blinded by the light I was the foolish one, with a crack of a bottle And the tip of my head, burning fire in my throat A lost girl in your bed, trying to find the Truth That I knew so well in your passionate gaze Your mellifluous voice killed all the demons Inside my skin, breaking my every bone The years have passed like the seasons have And I find that every snake you've killed Have come back with this storm hovering me Oh but I was the foolish one who buried you And exposed my tattered soul in a whirlwind With a drunken haze, that painted me blue Yet I still hope in all the death I've seen That all these things will be turned to gold And the doves that flew inside our spirits Would return and kiss our naked souls Bringing shivers that spoke every silent word