I’ve been living this life for to long I’ve held a knife in my hand so many too many times before I guess I was doing it with to dull of knife So tonight I made sure to sharpen it twice All the lies & ******* along with this life It all ends tonight. I’ve always wondered if god is real I guess I’ll find out tonight I hope everyone can forgive me for what I’ve done Will someone please tell my mom I love her? I don’t have a significant other If I had a choice though it would be Oshen Spalding So I beg anyone to tell her I love her & I’m sorry Sorry I couldn’t work up the nerve to ask her out Tell the world I’m sorry I couldn’t stay I’m so sorry, but I’m moving on tonight.