Dark nights. No lights. Being bipolar stung. The pressure of the world on your lung. Can't breath? Lucky me. Standing beside as I'm dying. Lock me up while I'm crying. Watch out for this one. I just wanted the gun. Pull the trigger back. Let the bullet attack. Be proud mom. Look where my brain has gone. Drugs... Drugs... Drugs... Hold me down to this earth. A new dawn, new emotions birth. Honey the doctors can help. You never listen as I scream and yelp. Stop trying to fix me. I'm unfixable can't you see? Just be still. Thanks to the drugs I never get my fill. Always hunting for something more. Burns and cuts galore. I need the pain. You all call me insane. Today I'm blue. Oh you are too? Today I'm white. I can't feel, can't fight. I can't run. I guess I'm just done.
The colors dancing through your head. The voices mocking you til you're dead.