I feel for you, but I won't hold onto the past because I know I'm never going back there. Even if I wanted to, I wouldn't do it. I've grown too much to step backwards into who I used to be when I was with you. Yes, it would be comfortable. But I don't want to ever live that state. The state of mind that the only time I can be comfortable is when I'm yours. I don't need that mindset. Plus, you don't want that anyway. You're happy, and I'm usually happy. Break ups happen for a reason and there's no reason to hold onto something that's already let go of you.