somehow i'm always going to be too much and not enough at the same time you just lost it your feelings at least that's what you tell me but somehow i get the feeling that that just is not the truth there's always something wrong with me and god, it's always me but your lips tasted like the sweetest cherry wine and now i'm looking for that taste within a real bottle of it but i'm not finding it the only thing i'm finding is a bitter taste and now i sit here drunk searching for someone to calm the storm inside me and so i kiss another but they don't taste the same the kiss of boys who don't love me will never be as sweet as yours
needs editing but i just needed to get some words out to help calm this feeling inside me