Love is a fickle word. I learned in anatomy today that the heart isn't shaped anywhere near the way we thought it was when we were kids. And I've spent years trying to put bandages on a wound that couldn't be healed by short term romance and desperate company. It turns out loneliness isn't an easy hole to fill. But I still throw piles of words, one on top of the other, into the void; hoping to make a poem that will take up the space. I wonder how many times someone can wake up beside you and forget you're there before you start to wonder when it was that you went missing. Since when is it called letting go if they were never holding on to begin with? Here's where all the lost loves go-- hopefully they find home in one another. ••• This is for the ones you have to make into poems because it's the only part of them that stays.
currently searching for a better title and a tougher skin.