Love. My brain shuts off. I feel nauseous. All I will ever do is trip and fall down. I want out. I need out. It seems like it could never work out. The promise of a beautiful future is all a big hoax. I am curled up in fetal position. I can't stop crying. Everything seems to have gone wrong. Can I ever not mess up? I'm sorry. I will always be sorry.
Having anxiety in relationships is such a dreadful thing, isn't it?