All I wish is for your hand to hold the warmest it's been in weeks and yet
I feel so cold
I tried my hardest to help you
But I feel like I only hinder
The hopes of you keeping warm through this brutal winter.
When you shake and sniffle before me, tears leaking from your eyes- a heaviness replaces my heart and I too, have no choice to cry.
I try to be strong for you but darling I am weak,
before you I was but a shell; a life oh so bleak.
You really are my angel, but I am nothing but a weight.
You've been carrying me for so long, I can see your wings starting to break.
You're better off without me dear
without such a burden in your life
Go and be happy love,
with a normal, happy wife.
Because I'll never be normal,
I'll always have my ups and downs...
Push you up above my head
You're strong- so swim
I'll drown
myself a million times
just to make sure you're
safe and sound.