and my heart feels heavy while my head is light, everything is dizzy and i can't sleep at night i think of my monsters and know they'll always be in my head i can try to stop them, but they're like the plague- contagious, fast paced, and deadly there's no freedom from the oppression i've been given ever since i popped out the ***** with brown skin that's when my label was given my statistics- given stereotypes- given. poverty- given. everything that the 'superior' dont want or need- given. life aint easy, and it never will be they say keep ya head up but i want it to fall i want it to crash and burn and i want to go down i want to let go but i cant