it was everything related to our egos how we thought we've played our roles but refuse to synchronize our goals neither mine nor his ever become ours but we were fighting for what we had with all the fusion of emotions and hopes that this time we both will win the battle we probably forgot that love is a losing game rather than playing as team 'us' we were playing as player one and two instead but you know, there should be medals for the kind of war that we had