And so it returns My oldest friend Oh how you render me numb And sad So ******* sad I left you behind on purpose But you don't care You've caught up to me And so depression I must bear You enter the room and embarrass me so That overwhelming off putting sad face you make me show You push my friends away You make me lose sleep You make me hate my job You make life bittersweet You make me lethargic I'm just so ******* beat Oh depression my old friend You will always be my defeat.