Everything that I loved once has died
The people, the pets, the respect in other's eyes
Everything that I have created since will soon be gone
The people and the places will both have moved on
I am tired of rebuilding and sick with hopeless longing
I will have nothing if I am left only with my belongings
What will it look like when I have to start anew
Will I find the person who knows what I've been through
I fear he will slip through my fingers and fade like the rest
Of everything I have suffered that would be the greatest test
The only reason I am alive is love and the feeling of being needed
However life wants to take both of those and thus-far it has succeeded
Please hope for me