Why I cast myself into torture for such ignorant reasons, I do not know
Maybe it is to feel something, anything other than the numb effect of a sedating medicine

Why I am my own worst enemy, I do not know
Maybe because I see the truth when I look in the mirror everyday

Why I fail at everything I try to accomplish, I do not know
Maybe because I am weak just as I was told

Why I constantly yearn to be alone, I do not know
Maybe it is because it is a predestination for all years ahead