Clawed my way out the gutter My rage is what allows me to conquer!
I'm becoming a monster.
I'm becoming a tyrant RUN, RUN, RUN
old feelings and brains that are mindless Love that grew old and moments that were timeless
I'M A MONSTER!
scripted in my own story to **** and defeat destroy and watch the innocent decease.
I'm...I'm not a monster.
I am a victim
a victim to what every woman I have ever been with... now perceives me as.
every friend that's ever judge me
every family member that's looked at me strange
deranged... yet, I was just misunderstood
or... am I a monster? I think not
(I transform)
Yet, the blood rushes through my veins as I think of you in pain... It's like a sudden high for me to see your heart gasping for air and your mind trapped in chains You're so vain. You're so weak! my lips tingle and hands cringe when you speak. You were an angel to me 8 months a go...now you're a demon who like the devil, reaps...what is it you seek? INNOCENTS! what is it you say... FINISH HIM. Now you're scared...and you should be...
The tables have turned I'm the monster now. I will expose you! it's your demising moment...I seek.
(transforms back)
I lost it...Control...Hope...Sanity...
Myself and now...
You.
but you were already lost
You were already gone. My transformation was caused by you.
I'm not a monster...I'm a creation of your twisted dark fantasy, of your poison.
**Because really... The monster... Is you.
Feel so good to be back and writing like the old me again. I hope ya can follow along and get the trickery in this piece. #Monster PLEASE SHARE THIS